January 2011
December 2010
“Sorry for the trouble that I put you and your heart through. God knows I’d...”
– Lil Wayne
For the past hour or so, I’ve been browsing through a lot. Like heels & other stuff. I guess what I’m trying to say is that, I think I’m falling in love with what I’m looking at.
It’s going to be a new year, and I want to change myself. I want to change my style up. I don’t want to continue wearing t-shirt & skinny jeans. Gosh, that sounds so boring....
I'm not the girl I used to be, I gotta admit a lot...
(via sammiekuuipo, kristiynah-)
It kind of hurts knowing you still have feelings for her. After all what she has put you through, you still hold on. I can’t believe that.
I guess I walked into your life a little to soon. This is so random.
“See regardless of what anybody believes who hates me; you ain’t gonna make...”
– Eminem
Christmas this year is different. Usually, my whole family is together. But we’re separated.
I miss how it used to be before. This isn’t exactly Christmas to me.
“Shout out to my haters, sorry that you couldn’t phase me.”
– Nicki Minaj
I was never the type to approach or chase boys. I don’t know why. If I ever liked someone in particular, I would just crush on them. I know, weird right? Anyways, I wouldn’t do anything about it because I was, and still am, afraid of what the outcome will be. I have this wall built in front of me that I’m scared to break down. Especially when it comes to this kind of situations....
I’m usually not the one to say this kind of stuff, but I want someone that I can cuddle with during winter break. Just cuddle. Someone I can hold onto while it’s cold and kiss me on my lips to make me warm.
Lovely.
“People who make us happy are never the people you expect.”
– (via sammiekuuipo)
This year is almost over and I didn’t really accomplish anything. Something that made me change. I don’t remember myself being like this in the beginning or the year before. I really fucked up. All I did was grow more into a bad person.
I thought I had let go of my bad habits, but its still there in me. I thought I had changed to a good person, but I didn’t. I don’t want...
Wow, I just woke up not to long ago. I didn’t go sleep last night until 1. Didnt go school today, again. Still sick. My eye is not as sore from yesterday, and my cough is not as bad as lastweek. Hopefully, I can go school tomorrow.
I seriously don't know where I'm going in life...
It’s weird how your emotions can take
over you in a minute. I hate it when that happens to me.
I can be really happy about something and I’m smiling like a fucking retard, and then next thing I know I’m frowning. Stupid. I just want to stay happy at least for a whole day without my emotions changing on me.
I’ve never had a close friend that I could tell everything too. I mean everything. Never. It’s not because I never trusted anyone, but because I felt like they’re not the one I can vent to.
I always wished for a friend like that. I still do. I want a friend that’ll stick by my side through worse times. A friend that’ll ride with me until the end. A friend that...
Another hectic day. I went to school, but didn’t go to any of my classes. Ran away from the cops at first, then the security on campus. Luckily, I didn’t get caught. Ha.
I just got home, and I’m tired as fuck!
“No matter the situation, a simple smile can change the whole conclusion of...”
– anthonycq
It’d be nice if you opened up to me once in a while and tell me what’s going through your mind. I told you, I’m always here if you need anyone to talk to. You don’t need to go through difficult times by yourself.
If you’re hurting, then I’ll hurt with you.